Sunday, November 2, 2008

Drama, Drama, Drama!

Hey there,

How are you doing! This is my second blog of the day to tell you the other half after WOF.
So Bella and I go to Wof without Jayde and Elena. We had a real good time :)
But im really starting to like her and I think this is a bad thing cause I dont wanna get a head of myself. She isn't as flirty as Jayde but she is really rubbing me the right way. Never ( That I can remeber) have been offered to be payed for. So then we met up with her boyfriend Ryan. Ryan is Nathans ex-girlfriend Hilary's brother which as all ways stirred up drama with Jayde and Nathan which is turned into me from both of them. Nathan thinks im even more getting into the relationship and with her its that anything bad gets put into me cause she has no one else. Its hard being best friends with a girl and a gay guy. Sometimes I think think things might be better if I was normal. No normal people get me. Its not my fault I get along better with girls, that doesn't mean im gay or that its tottaly normal to be like "No, its okay its just Mikey" or "MOM! ITS MIKEY! COME ON!"
Its not like im ugly, i think its cause im fat. I cant help it, I want to be thin but its just like being addicted to cigarettes, its hard to just stop. I hate exercise. I don't know that to think or do lately. I just wanna be happy instead of being lonely.

Unfortunate to be me, Michael Guerra

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